Thursday, May 10, 2012
You were a Mistake
The biggest one I ever made, I never should have given you my number I know that now. I went outside my class to be with you which I never should have done. You're the trashiest motherfucker I have ever met and it's like you like that about yourself it's embarrassing to me that I ever found you attractive. I was slumming I want that to be very clear, your not as good as me you're poor I'm extremely privileged and I'm sorry we ever met up. It wasn't worth it the sex was not that good, id fuck danger any day over you his dick is bigger and he's much more handsome and lean and the way he kisses me is elemental, I lied every time you asked if you were the best if i would choose you over any other and you've asked me that more than once. I feel sorry for that poor girl you've got your hooks into bc she's in for a world of hurt, any girl you go with is and if they have any sense in their heads they won't stick around long bc you lie and I know you cheat and think nothing of it. I was very naive I thought you had good intentions now I see how stupid I was to actually respect someone I didn't know. I think you'll fuck anything with a pulse and that's just not hot. It's not hard to be a good guy it's like you're afraid of being a real person. I'm high quality you got extremely fucking lucky and I'll never understand why you let me fuck you when you didn't even like me even a little bit. It's very fucking low of you mike you're not cool for it you're just low like a snakes belly. No good girl will go for you I did bc I'm reckless and curious and a little crazy but I'm allowed bc I'm sweet and genuine and anyone can see im a good girl deep down. You're way crazier than me and that's how I will always think of you as an insane Loser with a house full of dolls. If you dont see how weird that is youre living in an alternate universe. 3500 is nothing ok Ive spent that on one amazing handbag, your nissan it's shitty your lifestyle it's shitty hire a maid and grow up quit being so fucking low. Selling homes but it's not real estate is just shady and strange I always assumed you were selling trailers. I wanted you so bad but you saved me from myself bc I know now it would have been nothing but misery with you. Im such a snob ok I slum it occasionally for kicks and misadventure this got carried away bc i liked it when you were demanding of me, I wanted so much to please you and make you proud of me but now I see I was by myself the whole time. So I told everyone about your homo ways and I think you should tell your chick before its too late. I'll never mess with a man that has a gf cuz its just not me I'm not a lowlife like you I just want you to remember that. You're low it's not good quality what you've got no quality girl will settle for your nasty lying ways if she does you know she's low like you and it's probably meant to be and you need to marry her. You taught me everything I know about men, so thanks a lot I'll never be so trusting or naive ever again. You hurt me bad you should be proud of your handiwork, I told you I'm special I'll be making millions by thirty and when I have my success I don't want to hear from you. You spoiled submission for me I never want that again, I will find an amazing guy and he will be nothing like you and fuck me way better than you ever did bc he thinks im wonderful. My lawyer makes me laugh ok he and I have such fun together you never made me laugh so I'd say he's much better than you ever were. You put me at risk of disease aids and i dont know what else thats not ok its not excusable and youre wrong for doing it to anyone. I'll never forgive myself for leaving my cousins wedding early to go with you to that trash hole where I sprained my fucking ankle so badly I couldn't walk to catch a flight the next day, I never complained bc I was happy to be with you and I'm tough but I was in pain when we were at your house and I didn't want you to know I was wishing I was at home in bed the whole time. I truly regret that night even tho it was the only time you treated me like a human I wish I hadn't done it and I can't take it back. It was a mistake to reach out to you I learned my lesson thanks a lot for the heartbreak.
SDJ
Whatever you have to say to me won't change a thing it will just confirm what I've already said and make you seem insecure which I know you are bc you prefer me without my heels on and always play with your phone in my presence. Just take it like you always have and always will. You know I'm right I'm probably the smartest person you know I'm not bragging I just know your classless and uneducated uh doesnt even count their classes are a fucking joke and your friends must be too.
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