Thursday, May 10, 2012
You were a Mistake
The biggest one I ever made, I never should have given you my number I know that now. I went outside my class to be with you which I never should have done. You're the trashiest motherfucker I have ever met and it's like you like that about yourself it's embarrassing to me that I ever found you attractive. I was slumming I want that to be very clear, your not as good as me you're poor I'm extremely privileged and I'm sorry we ever met up. It wasn't worth it the sex was not that good, id fuck danger any day over you his dick is bigger and he's much more handsome and lean and the way he kisses me is elemental, I lied every time you asked if you were the best if i would choose you over any other and you've asked me that more than once. I feel sorry for that poor girl you've got your hooks into bc she's in for a world of hurt, any girl you go with is and if they have any sense in their heads they won't stick around long bc you lie and I know you cheat and think nothing of it. I was very naive I thought you had good intentions now I see how stupid I was to actually respect someone I didn't know. I think you'll fuck anything with a pulse and that's just not hot. It's not hard to be a good guy it's like you're afraid of being a real person. I'm high quality you got extremely fucking lucky and I'll never understand why you let me fuck you when you didn't even like me even a little bit. It's very fucking low of you mike you're not cool for it you're just low like a snakes belly. No good girl will go for you I did bc I'm reckless and curious and a little crazy but I'm allowed bc I'm sweet and genuine and anyone can see im a good girl deep down. You're way crazier than me and that's how I will always think of you as an insane Loser with a house full of dolls. If you dont see how weird that is youre living in an alternate universe. 3500 is nothing ok Ive spent that on one amazing handbag, your nissan it's shitty your lifestyle it's shitty hire a maid and grow up quit being so fucking low. Selling homes but it's not real estate is just shady and strange I always assumed you were selling trailers. I wanted you so bad but you saved me from myself bc I know now it would have been nothing but misery with you. Im such a snob ok I slum it occasionally for kicks and misadventure this got carried away bc i liked it when you were demanding of me, I wanted so much to please you and make you proud of me but now I see I was by myself the whole time. So I told everyone about your homo ways and I think you should tell your chick before its too late. I'll never mess with a man that has a gf cuz its just not me I'm not a lowlife like you I just want you to remember that. You're low it's not good quality what you've got no quality girl will settle for your nasty lying ways if she does you know she's low like you and it's probably meant to be and you need to marry her. You taught me everything I know about men, so thanks a lot I'll never be so trusting or naive ever again. You hurt me bad you should be proud of your handiwork, I told you I'm special I'll be making millions by thirty and when I have my success I don't want to hear from you. You spoiled submission for me I never want that again, I will find an amazing guy and he will be nothing like you and fuck me way better than you ever did bc he thinks im wonderful. My lawyer makes me laugh ok he and I have such fun together you never made me laugh so I'd say he's much better than you ever were. You put me at risk of disease aids and i dont know what else thats not ok its not excusable and youre wrong for doing it to anyone. I'll never forgive myself for leaving my cousins wedding early to go with you to that trash hole where I sprained my fucking ankle so badly I couldn't walk to catch a flight the next day, I never complained bc I was happy to be with you and I'm tough but I was in pain when we were at your house and I didn't want you to know I was wishing I was at home in bed the whole time. I truly regret that night even tho it was the only time you treated me like a human I wish I hadn't done it and I can't take it back. It was a mistake to reach out to you I learned my lesson thanks a lot for the heartbreak.
SDJ
Whatever you have to say to me won't change a thing it will just confirm what I've already said and make you seem insecure which I know you are bc you prefer me without my heels on and always play with your phone in my presence. Just take it like you always have and always will. You know I'm right I'm probably the smartest person you know I'm not bragging I just know your classless and uneducated uh doesnt even count their classes are a fucking joke and your friends must be too.
Tuesday, March 27, 2012
Sunday, March 25, 2012
Friday, March 23, 2012
Tuesday, January 31, 2012
How I really feel
When you wear a condom
None of your beeswax
No I'm better off
You're not fit to lick my boots
You're just a trashy Mexican
From the slums of Houston
I totally tried so hard to swing with you
Now I'm back on sls
And just like before they're all over me
Do you even know Patrick Bateman?
Street trash pond scum
Slumming it when you can't tell me how you really feel that proved my point
No I'm better off wo
I don't miss you just your cock
I spoiled you too gave everything you asked
But you never deserved it
You and I would have never crossed paths had I not made it happen
I would have just continued to live above you forever
I knew it was trouble crossing that class line
I know why you always have me such a cold shoulder
Bc you're afraid of real chick like me
But I threw you a bone just for fun
I'm high quality fool
Not like your outside the loop trash heaps
Amber I knew she was straight slore every time I looked at her
She's got a skinny twat I know
Yucky
I know you fucked that pathetic blonde too
There was some fucked up shit going on with her face
She might be debillitated I'm not sure
You're standard are really high
I know you'll fuck anything that moves
Even a super obese outed lesbo with trashy dyed hair
I know some worthless petite brunette ruined you but
That's no fucking excuse to behave so disgusting the way you do
The fact that you love fucking other men tells me your not a real man
Your lonely and confused I don't believe there's any such thing as bisexual man
Bc men fucking other men is just nothing but homo.
No matter how you fucking look at you like cock and you fuck women just bc you cAn
Bc you're ashamed of what you really are
You have to hide it and cover it up with to s of women the trashier the better
You think that's hot?
It's not
It's sad to me
That's why you can't marry a woman
Bc no woman would have you
I'm just a super real chick and I respected your decisions
But that means we do not fuck or even speak bc you are not on my level and you never were
I'm better than you you're dumb as a rock and easily manipulated
Did you fuck any guys in your frat?
Did those college boys do you dirty ?
What about your loser frisbee gold friends do they know you like to bend over for old fat fart man
You live with so many lies it's rotted you out your just a shell full of toxic waste
You got super fuckibg lucky I didn't have my guard up bc I crushed so hard and I was so helpless against you.
I threw myself at you bc I was already so in love and you let it happen
I know no other option crossed your mind but to take advantage and use me up
But I know now what you did was despicable for a man your age with a girl like me
I was so innocent compared to you it was hardly my decision
Oh and by the way I fucked like the second night I was in ny not like you told the truth either
Your like a snake hiding in the grass waiting to poison the first sweet soul you come across
This was a fucking relationship by the way I haven't looked at anyone else in years
You told yourself it was nothing but you knew all along I wanted you and no one else
That counts
And checking up on me getting jealous when all I wanted was to please you
I know the only way to give you taste of your own medecine is never to show you my face again
We will never just bump into one another bc we don't run in the same circles you way out there and me living up here
You will be wishing you married me in ten years time I know you'll come back begging
Bc I'm going to age flawlessly and your gutter trash heap will be decaying at a rapid rate of speed
You're not that hot I just have a taste for weirdos
You have no discernible jawline so that speaks for itself
I feel sorry for you bc you would have been so happy with me had you been real man
I make you look so fuckibg good sm
And you're so fucking idiotic clueless that you can't even see that
You just want to destroy and reap rewards
It's like narrow minded in a way you don't even see the whole picture of what's going on bc you did no research just got stuck with the trophy and sent home
Real man would have realized by now I'm perfect in every way and I adored you so you got so fuckibg lucky
It's good we didn't tho bc I know I would be so bored of your dumb mouth before a year was out
You're feminine too ok not masculine you had long flowy hair I saw you having it done at the barber shop like a fuckibg weirdo
And you're not fucking normal two hundred plus partners says you're totally over compensating
For what you're homo inside
You're useless you'll never earn over a hundred thou in your life
Bc you're just another trashy Mexican from slums uuof Houston
Not like me I'm a thoroughbred
Ok that's enough go away
None of your beeswax
No I'm better off
You're not fit to lick my boots
You're just a trashy Mexican
From the slums of Houston
I totally tried so hard to swing with you
Now I'm back on sls
And just like before they're all over me
Do you even know Patrick Bateman?
Street trash pond scum
Slumming it when you can't tell me how you really feel that proved my point
No I'm better off wo
I don't miss you just your cock
I spoiled you too gave everything you asked
But you never deserved it
You and I would have never crossed paths had I not made it happen
I would have just continued to live above you forever
I knew it was trouble crossing that class line
I know why you always have me such a cold shoulder
Bc you're afraid of real chick like me
But I threw you a bone just for fun
I'm high quality fool
Not like your outside the loop trash heaps
Amber I knew she was straight slore every time I looked at her
She's got a skinny twat I know
Yucky
I know you fucked that pathetic blonde too
There was some fucked up shit going on with her face
She might be debillitated I'm not sure
You're standard are really high
I know you'll fuck anything that moves
Even a super obese outed lesbo with trashy dyed hair
I know some worthless petite brunette ruined you but
That's no fucking excuse to behave so disgusting the way you do
The fact that you love fucking other men tells me your not a real man
Your lonely and confused I don't believe there's any such thing as bisexual man
Bc men fucking other men is just nothing but homo.
No matter how you fucking look at you like cock and you fuck women just bc you cAn
Bc you're ashamed of what you really are
You have to hide it and cover it up with to s of women the trashier the better
You think that's hot?
It's not
It's sad to me
That's why you can't marry a woman
Bc no woman would have you
I'm just a super real chick and I respected your decisions
But that means we do not fuck or even speak bc you are not on my level and you never were
I'm better than you you're dumb as a rock and easily manipulated
Did you fuck any guys in your frat?
Did those college boys do you dirty ?
What about your loser frisbee gold friends do they know you like to bend over for old fat fart man
You live with so many lies it's rotted you out your just a shell full of toxic waste
You got super fuckibg lucky I didn't have my guard up bc I crushed so hard and I was so helpless against you.
I threw myself at you bc I was already so in love and you let it happen
I know no other option crossed your mind but to take advantage and use me up
But I know now what you did was despicable for a man your age with a girl like me
I was so innocent compared to you it was hardly my decision
Oh and by the way I fucked like the second night I was in ny not like you told the truth either
Your like a snake hiding in the grass waiting to poison the first sweet soul you come across
This was a fucking relationship by the way I haven't looked at anyone else in years
You told yourself it was nothing but you knew all along I wanted you and no one else
That counts
And checking up on me getting jealous when all I wanted was to please you
I know the only way to give you taste of your own medecine is never to show you my face again
We will never just bump into one another bc we don't run in the same circles you way out there and me living up here
You will be wishing you married me in ten years time I know you'll come back begging
Bc I'm going to age flawlessly and your gutter trash heap will be decaying at a rapid rate of speed
You're not that hot I just have a taste for weirdos
You have no discernible jawline so that speaks for itself
I feel sorry for you bc you would have been so happy with me had you been real man
I make you look so fuckibg good sm
And you're so fucking idiotic clueless that you can't even see that
You just want to destroy and reap rewards
It's like narrow minded in a way you don't even see the whole picture of what's going on bc you did no research just got stuck with the trophy and sent home
Real man would have realized by now I'm perfect in every way and I adored you so you got so fuckibg lucky
It's good we didn't tho bc I know I would be so bored of your dumb mouth before a year was out
You're feminine too ok not masculine you had long flowy hair I saw you having it done at the barber shop like a fuckibg weirdo
And you're not fucking normal two hundred plus partners says you're totally over compensating
For what you're homo inside
You're useless you'll never earn over a hundred thou in your life
Bc you're just another trashy Mexican from slums uuof Houston
Not like me I'm a thoroughbred
Ok that's enough go away
Saturday, January 28, 2012
i wrote a poem to my brand new ex
You know Patrick Bateman Sexy man?
Thats my hubby
you know why Sm?
Bc I love dangerous men.
too much which is why im so obsessed with you.
But its good to know that after all this time
theyre kinda just my thing
But not for a serious relationship
Dangerous men are too toxic
Thats why you cant be with them
I should have learned this lesson in high school
but im kinda known for my destructive behavior
my parents forbade me to see you a year ago
but its like i just cant quit
need to grow up and stop making stupid mistakes
or find more maxximum danger
but that would be repeating the self destructive cycle.
i think i need to take a break\
\
ive been so out of control with you for too long
killing time
not trying
so i hope this finds you well\
but im promising myself to try harder I will be better i know
Im prude now Sm youve frightened me into it
i was thinking go for maxx danger like a black guy or something
But I think i should just cool it with the danger act
ive had enough
i'm gonna try so hard to go away so dont be texting me in few weeks time
you know you are irresistable to me and you taught me many things in life
but im seriously gonna try
Until feb 8th then i will wish you happy bday but that is it ok
ok so be bad for me while i try to be good
youre so good at it
i do love you Sm but i just need to stop bc like I said the other day
youre the only person i fuck repeatedly and thats not good for me
im sure you hated hearing that
any other real man would be happy to hear but thats just you
youve no need to come back checking up bc i wont be fucking anyone till im convinced hes my soulmate
So unless you want that to be you just leave me alone and ill try so hard to do the same
It was good Sm really good every time ok i loved it. <3
Thats my hubby
you know why Sm?
Bc I love dangerous men.
too much which is why im so obsessed with you.
But its good to know that after all this time
theyre kinda just my thing
But not for a serious relationship
Dangerous men are too toxic
Thats why you cant be with them
I should have learned this lesson in high school
but im kinda known for my destructive behavior
my parents forbade me to see you a year ago
but its like i just cant quit
need to grow up and stop making stupid mistakes
or find more maxximum danger
but that would be repeating the self destructive cycle.
i think i need to take a break\
\
ive been so out of control with you for too long
killing time
not trying
so i hope this finds you well\
but im promising myself to try harder I will be better i know
Im prude now Sm youve frightened me into it
i was thinking go for maxx danger like a black guy or something
But I think i should just cool it with the danger act
ive had enough
i'm gonna try so hard to go away so dont be texting me in few weeks time
you know you are irresistable to me and you taught me many things in life
but im seriously gonna try
Until feb 8th then i will wish you happy bday but that is it ok
ok so be bad for me while i try to be good
youre so good at it
i do love you Sm but i just need to stop bc like I said the other day
youre the only person i fuck repeatedly and thats not good for me
im sure you hated hearing that
any other real man would be happy to hear but thats just you
youve no need to come back checking up bc i wont be fucking anyone till im convinced hes my soulmate
So unless you want that to be you just leave me alone and ill try so hard to do the same
It was good Sm really good every time ok i loved it. <3
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