i wrote a poem to my brand new ex

You know Patrick Bateman Sexy man?

Thats my hubby

you know why Sm?

Bc I love dangerous men.
too much which is why im so obsessed with you.

But its good to know that after all this time
theyre kinda just my thing

But not for a serious relationship

Dangerous men are too toxic

Thats why you cant be with them

I should have learned this lesson in high school

but im kinda known for my destructive behavior

my parents forbade me to see you a year ago

but its like i just cant quit

need to grow up and stop making stupid mistakes

or find more maxximum danger

but that would be repeating the self destructive cycle.
i think i need to take a break\
\
ive been so out of control with you for too long

killing time

not trying

so i hope this finds you well\

but im promising myself to try harder I will be better i know

Im prude now Sm youve frightened me into it

i was thinking go for maxx danger like a black guy or something

But I think i should just cool it with the danger act
ive had enough
i'm gonna try so hard to go away so dont be texting me in few weeks time

you know you are irresistable to me and you taught me many things in life

but im seriously gonna try

Until feb 8th then i will wish you happy bday but that is it ok

ok so be bad for me while i try to be good

youre so good at it

i do love you Sm but i just need to stop bc like I said the other day

youre the only person i fuck repeatedly and thats not good for me

im sure you hated hearing that

any other real man would be happy to hear but thats just you

youve no need to come back checking up bc i wont be fucking anyone till im convinced hes my soulmate

So unless you want that to be you just leave me alone and ill try so hard to do the same

It was good Sm really good every time ok i loved it. <3